It has been a million years since I have blogged...
Well, I have been a little busy bumble bee here in the glorious RGV (for all those who don't know... Rio Grande Valley). Ok, so maybe not that glorious all in all, but I have been having a wonderful time back at home with my family and friends. I am so stress relieved right now from everything. There is no school, no work, no drama (*key point: i do not mean drama as in theater. in fact, i miss that the most), no snow, no bubble. Well, you know what i mean. So far all i have been doing is spending time by the pool or by the sea shore which requires a great ability of not doing crap. hehehe I am taking some German classes which are quite nice. I am the only girl in the class. ha! But we are only four students, nonetheless, my ratio is 1 to 3 =). There is no summer fling and I dont think there will be. In fact, i am kind of glad because i dont want some dweeb getting in between my fun time and friends. I have been thinking a lot about what i did this past semester and other than writing my last research paper and doing the two theater productions, there is nothing that i am proud of. My actions, my work, my mentality, they were all poor. And it seems like i was only spending time with certain people in order to numb the pain and feel as if i had some importance to someone in this life. I know it is pathetic and sad, but that was the state of mind i was in. Fortunately, i talked to someone yesterday that helped to clear up some of the clouds in my mind. Maybe next semester i can get to know these people better. i cant promise anything other than to think through more my actions. Well, i got to do some German homework before class. Everyone take care. Miss y'all!!!
