The Shit has Hit the Fan...

I have said time, and time, and time again.....

Mess with me all you want; I don't mind.
But harm my loved ones in any way,
and you will pray to God
to keep you out of my sight.

This isn't a warning, nor a threat.
It's a fact.

Have a nice day!

Recaps

I really feel like punching guys in the balls at times. They can be soooo disgustingly rude and think that the whole world revolves around them. Ugh!!!

On another note, I must say that I am very happy and relieved that the hurrican Rita did not hit the part of Texas where my family lives. Fortunately (or unfortunately, depending on where you are at), Rita hit the very eastern part of Texas and then went straight to Louisiana once again. I feel bad for those people, but as somebody told me, "Well, at least it hit a devastated area instead of ruining another one."

Ah, yesterday evening was so perfect. Mitch, Carol, Jonathan W., Nick, and I hanged out. I cooked some zitti with chicken, basil, alfredo sauce, and brocoli for them. Carol made some garlic bread and a wonderful salad. We all had some red wine. Ihate giving myself props, but this dinner was damn good!!! I enjoyed so much sitting there with them, and chatting away. It felt like family. After that we went upstairs, chatted a little bit longer, and decided that Nick and Mitch should shave all their hair off. Abbi shaved Nick's and I shaved Mitch's. They look soooo hot. =) We later watched X-Men 2 which I had never seen before. Ah, it kicks so much ass; and Hugh Jackman as Wolverine...hmmmm!!! It was great! We finished the evening dancing in the party that was going on in our house's main room.

Today I actually went to the Dryden Theater at Eastman and saw Don Hertzfeldt and all his movies. He was actually there, presenting his films, in person, live, amazing!!! He was so awesome and the short films were hilarious. It's just how I like them; they were very dark humored, cynical, sarcastic, and just a whole critic on today's consumer driven lives. Follow the link and check out his website to learn more about Don and his short films.
http://www.bitterfilms.com

Balloons...

Me in a sea of balloons in Nick's room...

So, my friend Nick had a surgery yesterday, and a couple of us in the Drama House wanted to do a little something just to tell him "Get Well Soon," and "We Missed You". We ended up filling his entire room with balloons. I think I am still a bit drained and light-headed from the whole thing. We blew up 188 balloons (however, three of them popped)!!! It was exhausting, but well worthwhile.

Is this the Answer?

My friend showed me this last night. I was a bit shocked. Is it too extreme or is it the answer to a lot of women's fears and prayers? Follow the link, check it out, post a comment on my blogger. What do you think?

RAPEX

Where has SHE gone?

I am utterly and disgustingly disappointed with myself. When did I start caring about having a boy by my side? When did I throw in the towel and say to myself, "You NEED a man by your side just so you can feel like you are worth something,"? I mean, are we women so desperate for attention that we are willing to sacrifice our dignity just for some asshole with an ego-trip can treat us like crap? I am starting to believe that women do give and care a lot more than men do. We actually put thought into our relationships. I know men do, too, but over 90% of their thinking is done by their penises. Yeah, I said it, so shoot me! I want to know what happened to that fearless girl in high school who promised herself that she would never let a guy control her life or take over it? What happened to that independent woman who did not need a man to justify her self-worth? I did not need anybody when I was in high school. Yes, it might be a little bit naive of myself not to notice the differences between high school and college, but it seems to me that most of the boys in college are still stuck in a high school mentality. I am not asking for the pep rallies, Friday night football games, nor for the A&F crew to come back. I just want that strength that I felt during that time to be within me once again. Where is she? Come back to me....


I want you back
I want you back
I understand when they say
High School never ends....
-Smile Lines, Incubus

Ol' Skool Brandy

Sittin' Up in My Room

Seems like ever since
The first day we met
There is no one else I think of more than you
I can't seem to forget
Can't get you out my head
Cause the verdicts in
I'm crazy over you
How can one be down?
Tell me where to start
Cause every time you smile I feel tremors in my heart
I have but one concern
How can I get with you?
Till my day comes here's what I'm gonna do.

Be sittin up in my room
Back here thinking 'bout you
I must confess I'm a mess for you

Pray that you'll invest
In my happiness
All it takes is just one simple call from you
Turn my heart around
If I'm making ground
Pretty baby please tell me if
I'm getting through
Tell me what is up
You see I need to know
Tell if I'm far or if I'm getting close
I have but one concern
And one concern is you
Till I'm with you here's what I'm gonna do

Be sittin up in my room
Back here thinking 'bout you
I must confess I'm a mess for you

The Clarks played at our Yellow Jacket Days mini-carnival (last weekend).

Lacking...

Once again, I find myself postponing all of my work. Ugh, I said I wasn't going to do this anymore!!! I can't seem to be motivated for more than 5 days. Even with this study abroad thing. I just got my whole acceptance packet yesterday, and now I am thinking to myself, "Ah, so much paperwork to fill out." I am getting a bit worried as well about it. I don't know if my scholarship will cover that. If it doesn't then I am screwed. I won't be able to go to Germany (well, that's if I do all my work for it as well). Going back to Germany should be motivation enough for me to jump on top of all this. I must have some mental illness called, "Putsalotofobstaclesinherwayonpurpose," or, "Yougiveadamnforonly5minutes."
On another note, yesterday was my sister's 19th birthday. I wished I could have been there with her to celebrate, but I do know that I am going to try my very best to visit her this October in Miami. I called her to her NEW cell phone she got for her birthday. She was so ecstatic. I even got to talk to her new boyfriend. He is so cute and perfect for her. And I heard he is a wonderful cook. I believe his name is Mario and is a pre-med major at Panam. My sister knows how to pick them out!!! hehehe Happy Birthday Sis! I love you!

This last point is totally irrelevant, but I must say it: I LOVE MY NEW WIRELESS KEYBOARD AND MOUSE!!! About time that I got an upgrade of some sort. I am actually typing right now from my bed. Isn't that incredible!!! hehehe I would totally recommend getting one.

Ich bin aleine...
Sagen mir
Warum bist du nicht bei mir

Missing you badly....

=(

The Boyz Are Back in Town!!!

These are my favorite boys at Mi Casa...aren't they so adorable??? Oh, the fun you can have with a digital camera. (From left to right: Sean, Mitch, J. Wetherbee, Nick)

Uh-Huh!!!

Well, it has been a very busy week. There is soooo much to do and I don't have enough time to do it in. At least, I am not stressed out (yet!!!). There has just been good news pouring in the last couple of days. I went back to my job with the gals and they will finally be increasing my payroll. Also, I just received today acceptance to the study abroad program I will be doing next January in GERMANY if I may add. Yupee!!! I can't wait to go back, see everyone, and travel all around. I think I should just become a citizen of the European Union. Or better than that, a citizen of the WORLD. Ah, so much I want to do, so much I want to see, so many people I want to meet (and one particular that I would like to meet at die Lappan). Who knows what will happen? This is just a great start to the fall semester and I don't want this high to fall.....


Wind me up
Put me down
Start me off and
watch me go
I'll be running circles around you
sooner than you know