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Oh so tired....

I need a nap


Midterm tomorrow

and Niagara Falls and Toronto on Friday




woot!!!


but first some sleep

Don't Turn Off the Spotlight Yet...

I went to Todd Theater last night to see the opening nigh of The Lower Depths. It was a fantastic production, but as much as I tried to enjoy myself I couldn't. I would look unto that stage and all I could think was, "I wish that was me up there. I wish that light would shine on me." Nigel (the artistic director of the theater) didn't help my situation either. He kept telling me that him and the theater missed me, that I need to come back, that I have to return to my love. It has been over a year since I have set foot on a stage and I feel like a piece of my heart is missing. What bothers me the most is the fact that I tell all my loved ones and family about my passion for the theater and acting, and they brush me off as if it were some unattainable fantasy of mine. The only person (besides my theater friends) who has truly expressed his belief in me has been my cousin Ely. The last time that I saw him in Brighton he told that I should chase my dream no matter what obstacles are in the way. "If you don't go for that dream, you might wake up one day and regret it," he said. Ely also said that he would be the first one in line to buy tickets to my first show or movie. It's that kind of support that I wish I had from everyone else. *sigh*

It's Been One Week....

Since Renke has arrived. I have never felt this happy before and I don't want it to end. We went to Senior Night last night at Nathaniel's. It was sooo much fun. All of my friends that met him thought that he was great. Everytime he left everyone would come up to me and ask, "Where did you find Him? Please tell me so I can get one myself." hehehehe (Now, don't get a big head about it, Renke, because I know you are reading this.) Renke and I played beer pong and I have to honestly say that we completely sucked at it. But we didn't look at as losing; we thought to ourselves, "Oh, more beer for us to drink!" lol I do have to say that I made more shots than him. =)

A Nice Visitor

I am sooo happy right now. Renke is here. Yes, here.... as is here in the United States visiting me. Although I have had to get used to a couple of things, I am so happy that everytime I walk into my room he is there. I am a bit concern though that he might be dying of boredom, but it is so difficult for me to get off campus and do stuff with him because 1.) the campus is a world of its own, 2.) I have a midterm tomorrow, 3.) I do not have a car, and 4.) the public transportation system sucks. Hopefully, after this week I will have some extra time so Renke and I can go about and hit town.
Well, so far everyone has been really nice and very welcoming of Renke. Everyone was just as excited as me before he arrived and even after. It was quite funny, because the night that he arrived we walked in through the front of the house and into improv auditions. Everyone just stopped what they were doing gasped and then there was somewhat of an awkward silence, followed by Nick running up to Renke saying hello and giving him a big hug. I think Renke was a little freaked out after that. But after that, I think he is slowly been growing accustomed to all of my friends' weirdness. lol

Just a Bit More...

A couple of more hours, but in the mean time so much work I must do. I am going to be so relieved when I turn in my 3 homework assignments and literary analysis paper for Hoffmann's Der Sandmann tomorrow. And then...
And then....

Well, we'll see....