As soon as there is some sunshine in my life, there has to be a sudden darkness that disapproves of it.
I feel alone, but through a conversation with my mother, I realized that I am not the only that has experienced what I am living through at the moment. She herself underwent the pains and worries that I myself am confronting. It's funny how things like this keep on repeating with each passing generation.
I wish I wasn't so far away from all my loved ones in this time of need. However, myabe going through this alone will help me become a stronger person.
I am just sick and disgusted with this disorder. I tell myself each day, I must better myself, I must improve; but no matter how much I beg and pray I still do not see a change.
*sigh*
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