To say that I am happy that 2009 has finally ended would be an understatement. Don't get me wrong, I love my fair share of challenges and obstacles, they are what makes us, well, us. However, the last year has chewed me up, spat me out and grinded me to the ground. There was always some type of struggle and with each passing month it would increment until it climaxed unto something that spun out of my control.... and yet, I still can't seem to catch it.
*sigh*
But I have made my peace with it. Too much pondering on one thing can cause over-analyzing and over-exhaustion, and in my case, over-stress. No, this time I will take a step back from all the turmoil and just breathe. If I spend too much time looking into the rear-view mirror of this thing called life, I will miss the whole view laid right before me. And that ladies and gentlemen, is a bigger shame.
No Resolutions will be made this January 1st. As I see it now, everyday is a "New Year'". Every day we are given the chance to write off all our wrongs and turn over a new leaf, or write another chapter in our lives. I cannot promise that each day there will be sunshine or that there will be joy, but I can make a small difference in my world by every morning wishing myself a "Happy New Year (Day)!"
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