Well, the celebrations for the 21st were awesome. At work, my co-workers brought me some chocolate cake (which I still have some, so if you want any just stop by) and sang "Happy Birthday" very out of tune....I don't think I want to hear that song again for awhile, jk. I had lunch with my friend Steve. It was nice, it has been a long time since the two of us have sat down and just talked. He made me the cutest card. It was inspired by a kindergarten class. =) In the evening I went to Panera's with some friends and watched the movie Closer. I must say I reccommend it. It gives a very realistic view of love. My favorite quote from that movie has to be "Lying is the World's Currency." How true!!!
But the most surprising thing about my birthday wasn't even on that day. It happened yesterday. I was coming out of Danforth from dinner with Trina, and I am walking into CLARK and my phone rings. I swear when it rang this feeling came over me. I had a knot in my stomach and as soon as I saw the numbers 449 on my cell phone my knot turned into a choke. Yes, it was a blast from the past. It was my exboyfriend. Renke. Calling. From Germany. Too many emotions overcame me, and all at once I was happy, sad, angry, confused, torn....It was completely unexpected because the last time we talked we didn't say goodbye in the nicest way. He said too many things that just brought back the pain of what I lived. Its like the wound was healing, but with yesterday's event, the blood is now gushing out. I haven't healed...
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