Woot Woot

I am back from Waco people!!! In one weekend I drove over 1,000 miles. Anyways, mad props to my lil' bro for doing so well in his swimming competitions. Let me just brag and say, MY LIL' BRO IS ONE OF THE TOP 15 SWIMMERS OF HIS AGE GROUP IN TEXAS. Yay! Awesome job EdWIN!!! Keep rocking

I am with you...

Emily...what a Biaaatch!!!

Well people this could very well my lost blog entry for a long while. There is a possibility that Hurricane Emily might come straight towards my home. Ok, maybe not my home technically, but it might come to the Rio Grande Valley. These past days we've had a couple of isolated showers which have not been that silent if i may add. Everybody please keep my sweet old Texas in your prayers and hope that big bad Biatch of a Hurricane will change its mind and hit Louisiana or some hick place like that. Oh, also please keep in your prayers that all the people of beautiful Cancun, Mexico are well. The hurricane is hitting there tonight. Thanks Y'all!!!

Crossroads

Is it so horrible for me to really be missing my life back at Rochester even though i am here at home with my family and friends? I know i needed a break from the hectic life i left behind, but there are times where i just feel so out of place here in Texas. I just wish i could combine both of my worlds together. I love being at home and getting to be with my family, but there times where i wish i could go out and just hang out with a couple of people who are my age. Don't get me wrong i have my friends (and of course my bf) here at home, but all of them, individually, have created their own life sort to speak here in the valley. Each of them have their own thing to do, their own little groups of friends, and so on so forth...i guess you can say i feel like a third wheel. I mean what can I do in the short period i am here. I would hate to make new friends just so i can say goodbye to them in a short time. There aren't any jobs here that i would like to do. And lastly, there really isn't that much great theater that i could get my hands into. I miss it....maybe it's just me getting restless. However, there is one big down side to going back to the R.O.C., the amount of work i have to do for all of my classes, and this upcoming semester is no exception either. Like my friend Diana said, I wanna go back to the social life i had at Rochester, not the work. I couldn't agree more. But thinking about it, I am not really sure if i want to go back to all the problems and the small campus that the university has (there are only about 4,000 students at Rochester which can get a bit annoying at times). I want to go back to the age of 18, just graduated from high school and about to embark on a journey of lifetime. I think what i really want to do is go back to Europe. I beg you not to think of me as being "posh," but i really do miss it. I was on my own, and i didn't have to worry about all the known people in my life. I was a blank page waiting to be filled with memories and new faces. I want to go back to the moment of time when i believed that good things could happen. A time when a million words could be spoken all through the eyes. Oh, how you read my eyes... I need a break. I need a rest. I need to stop.

Wo werde ich gehen?

(Bitter)Sweet Fantansy

Oh my goodness, everywhere i go i am hearing this freaking song!!! Ok, Mariah Carey, i get the point and i am killing myself for it. What can i say, i agree!!! Ok, you got it out of me, but please stop playing that song. It's like that y'all....

Ok, so it's not the song that i just referred to, but it is a song off of her latest cd. You guessed it; it's "We Belong Together" I get it. Just don't throw it in my face. Every time i hear it i feel just a little bit more guiltier than the time before. Mariah, just leave me alone!!! hehehe Well, once again life and all its coincidences make me laugh. But just for kicks, here are some of the lyrics from the song. Enjoy!

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everythingI never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby(We belong together)

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better


Ok, Mariah, I get it....

ich vermiss dich...

The World is F***ed Up!!!

Well I had an amazing time at Austin with Tracey. We went to the Lifehouse concert and saw the love of my life ....JASON WADE!!! 1,2,3 *sigh* Like always he looked beautiful and sang beautifully as well. *sigh* I think he is the only guy around my age that is not a complete jerk if I am wrong about that i don't want to be right. He was sooo great (also Rick and Bryce). All three band members were so nice and funny when we talked to them and acted if we went way back....hehehe
Besides that, the world is f'ed up as my title so nicely puts it. When i woke up yesterday i could not believe the news about London. I mean, how the hell can some people bring devastation and sadness to the lives of so many? My friend Amanda wrote me an e-mail saying how sad she was to hear what had happened, especially because her and I had spent about 2 weeks in London just a couple of months ago. We both fell in love with the city and grew some type of love and ownership for it. It saddens me that it has come down to the point that we cannot trust anybody and that we must always be vigilant whenever we go out into the streets, especially in larger cities. But are really small towns like mine safe from all this chaos? I even get scared at times that something might happen at my home because we are a very important border town due to our proximity with the industrial side of Mexico. I just pray to God that this stops soon; not just for me, but for all the people in the world that are suffering too. Let our prayers be heard.

THE WEEKEND!!!

It's The Weekend ...

So muchto do, so little time, and so much fun to have! These are the plans so far:

1. Have breakfast at IHOP with Dad to celebrate birthday on Friday
2. Pack
3. Go to Tracey's
4. Hopefully go to Tico's with the guys
5. Wake up at 5 a.m. on Saturday
6. Drive to Austin
7. Celebrate Tracey's 21st
8. Have dinner with Tracey's familia
9. Rock the Austin streets
10. Take a tour
11. Keep the Sabbath Holy
12. Go to Lifehouse concert on 4th of July
13. San Marcos
14. Drive back on Tuesday

Phew!!! There is probably a lot more that I left out. Have fun this weekend everybody!!! =)