The World is F***ed Up!!!

Well I had an amazing time at Austin with Tracey. We went to the Lifehouse concert and saw the love of my life ....JASON WADE!!! 1,2,3 *sigh* Like always he looked beautiful and sang beautifully as well. *sigh* I think he is the only guy around my age that is not a complete jerk if I am wrong about that i don't want to be right. He was sooo great (also Rick and Bryce). All three band members were so nice and funny when we talked to them and acted if we went way back....hehehe
Besides that, the world is f'ed up as my title so nicely puts it. When i woke up yesterday i could not believe the news about London. I mean, how the hell can some people bring devastation and sadness to the lives of so many? My friend Amanda wrote me an e-mail saying how sad she was to hear what had happened, especially because her and I had spent about 2 weeks in London just a couple of months ago. We both fell in love with the city and grew some type of love and ownership for it. It saddens me that it has come down to the point that we cannot trust anybody and that we must always be vigilant whenever we go out into the streets, especially in larger cities. But are really small towns like mine safe from all this chaos? I even get scared at times that something might happen at my home because we are a very important border town due to our proximity with the industrial side of Mexico. I just pray to God that this stops soon; not just for me, but for all the people in the world that are suffering too. Let our prayers be heard.