Mondays are the Worst, But this is Killing It

I tried to pinch myself from the nightmare I suffered today....

Unfortunately, it was all true
It wasn't a horrible mind game that I could simply awake from

Today was the scariest day of my life....
something that I don't want to go through again

Could not help but to wonder how I almost threw everything away
I hope all will work out

Don't be scared, I yell at the person looking back at me in the mirror

*breath*

It wasn't suppose to be this way

*breath*

Where are we heading to?
Where am I heading to?

*breath*

I can't deal with the thought of it....

*STOP*