Wednesday, August 03, 2005
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So I messed up one of the few good things I had left in my life. I said some things or maybe it was the fact that I kept some things to myself. All I can say is that I thought I had something secure, something that I could come back to, but maybe it was my fault because I thought I had this in the backburner and could bring it back into my life. It was my fault for not taking care of it. Unfortunately, I have to know when to let it go. But it hurts me so deeply. I want to cry, but I can't let go again because letting go would be giving up. I don't want to give up or maybe part of keeping on the fight is to know when to wave the white flag.
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Gaby,
ReplyDelete...backburner? I looked it up in my dictionary, and I haven't found anything. But I guess I know what it means.
I am sure there is still something on the backburner, but maybe on another oven. You need to look sometimes after it or it will get sour.
Ah ja, you want to let something go? Of course, you can do so, but keep it in sight, because sometimes it returns faster than you can imagine.
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I am sorry for this cliché text. It sounds like a cheap metaphor.