My life is so pathetic that I get stock advertisements on my freaking comments in my blog. Let me tell you; you have to be quite a loser to get those kinds of ads in your online diary. *sigh* Well, it seems that my problems will never get resolved. I have boy issues, confidence issues, school issues, work issues, responsibility issues, and to add on to the list, I have issues at home as well. I don't want to talk about it much online or then I would probably get lendingtree.com on my comments list as well. (I think you can guess what's going with that little statement.) I don't have anymore strength to fight this. I feel that my family and I are barely surviving. My mother is not giving up without a fight. God only knows the miracle she has done around the house in order to give her family the best in her power. I just wish that at times this wouldn't revolve around that green venom that we all long for. I want to close my eyes until all of this goes away..... maybe even longer. Once again, I long for that time of innocence and content, of sunday dresses and ice cream sundaes, of tranquility and joy. In the great words of the infamous Rolling Stones, "I can't get nooooo.....SATISFACTION," in all the sense, ways and meanings of the word. Hahahahahaha, you could say that I am waiting for my life to give me an orgasm. A very huge orgasm. =) What is so difficult about this, is that I know I can't just wait, I have to do something about it. But how can one improve their situation if they don't have anything to start with? Even Johnny Appleseed had one apple to begin his fruitful journey across the land. *1,2,3, sigh*
No solo de pan vive el hombre
-Shakira, La Tortura
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