Seth Won!!!

I am such a loser, but i don't really care. So one of my few pleassures this summer has been the show "Kept" on VH1. It is with Jerry Hall who is Mick Jagger (The Rolling Stones front man) ex and is filthy rich. She practically just wants a boy-toy and so she can choose one "Kept Man" from the twelve participants. Each week one guy gets eliminated. It has been going on for a couple of weeks and this week's episode had the final two contestants. It came down to Austen and Seth (my favorite). And yes, you guessed it, Seth won!!! Which totally proves that personality is worth a whole lot more than looks to a girl. So now my show is over and i won't have anything to do Thursday nights from 8-9. *sigh*

I still feel pretty shitty. It seems that the more try, the more i fail. Don't you just wish you could just reverse time and go back to that day and age where you didn't have to worry if your socks matched or about that exam that is going to rule the rest of your life? Why do i have to worry about some stupid mathematic equation that i am never going to use the rest of my life? I mean really, will there ever be a day in my life that i am going to be at a bus stop and using the quadriatic equationto figure out when the next bus will come? Why do i have to worry ?


She screams in silence...